The wrong equation

Me + Him = Broken Heart
Me + Him = Acts of Stupidity
Me + Him = Alone

If you get what you give then how does the following make sense:

Jode gives 110% and recieves 20%

Well it doesn't and yet that seems to be the equation I kept putting myself in over and over and over...

Only realizing that the factors being used to complete the complex equation of love were the factors to perfectly sum up Lust and Lies.

OK OK so I get it! Well I actually came across the right equation by chance... I had been so used to writing the same answers so long that I hadn't recognized what was right until it continued to constantly add up over and over. Honesty + patience + trust + generosity + communication + empathy + passion + beliefs + humor + happiness + agressiveness + determination + damn what they say mentality = Me + Him which is an equivalent to LOVE. Me + Him = LOVE Me + Him = LOVE and just in case it ain't clear enough Me + Him = LOVE.


After a decade of being what Men wanted me to be...a decade after putting myself last....a decade after losing myself.....a decade after pretending I was ok with what I was doing....after a decade of being loyal to the disloyal....after a decade of selling my soul for emotional gain...after a decade of fakin ME outta the ME I would become.....I have been rescued by a man that is willing to grant my every wish and desire...

Here is Jill @ DefPoetry Jam and if nothin else has ever spoke on how I felt about my acts in the past... its this:


I have always gave sooooo much of myself that I am still learning how to accept that this man wants to take care of me in every aspect of my life. I almost don't know how to accept the acts of generosity he offers...but I have accepted that he makes my world better.



You know one thing about love is that you must also know how to ACCEPT it. It's actually easier to love than to be loved. Or is that just me? I kinda wish we could both sing B/C cuz I love him so much I feel like singing to hills about it....and of course him singing right back to me... We'd have our own musical on Broadway! HA! Ok so I'm being silly! But instead of us doin it... Listen to Will and Rachell


It really doesn't matter that it's been a shorter amount of time....I have spoke this longevity into existence! Refernceing the forementioned equation..did you see doubt or negativity? NOPE! I'm now accepting that it is not a one person show and loving every minute. JW2 (JWsquared) = LOVE :-)


I always said that noone completes you they just add to you...but I can say that it truly feels like I'm complete when it comes to him. I know like hell I'm a hell of a woman but now I feel 100x more spectacular :-) Jonas this one's for you....